uggghhhhhh

don't you just hate addictions? i have several. i cannot get onto the deviantart website. it will not open. i don't know why. it's raining outside. i spend a lot of time on there looking at artwork, uploading poems, and abstract art that i'm working on, and reading and looking at other people's pieces. it's a good addiction i guess, but a big time waster. it could be worse. i could be a Facebook addict and be really pissed right now at their new changes. i'm glad i'm not one of those people. that would be really annoying. but i am on deviantart and it just will not open the page. like it is down or something. i do not think it is my computer because i can get onto any other website but that one. like the universe is blocking me from wasting so much time on it. stupid universe. where else will i waste my time doing something somewhat productive? i downloaded a fractal program trying to figure out how to make fractals. no success with that so far. but maybe now while the kids are at school, i can play on it some. it's just not fair. it's so wrong. i just wanted to read some poetry and see what other artwork people are creating. that's a good thing, isn't it? I mean really. i keep trying. i hope it's just a temporary bug. i hope it's not some fluke that is just happening to me. i have to read a book now. amuse myself. ugggghhhh.................=(